If you did this already and I missed it, my bad, tell me where it's posted and I'll look.
But, I'm thinking after reading your posts....give us a list of what you've been using so far, and describe the environment you're going out into. I'm sure you can get a lot more clear advice from those of us on board with that information. Your tenacity speaks volumes to me, but at times, so does your bullheadedness...flip side of the same coin.
Get some good information by giving some good information before you go out. Your knife question for instance, what's a good knife depends on what you're primarily using it for, a good general purpose knife doesn't always make a good skinner for instance. Then you have to look at your own budget, how much knife can you afford
The same is true for your shelter, bedding etc. What I need in November in Manitoba is a far cry from what you need in Florida, but if we know what you're heading out for, into and for how long , we can help you out better. And never give up, dude, you're getting there. I'm reading more positive stuff in all of your posts.

