this will twist your brain
jonh lennon once said that if he had to go thru everything exactly the same way to get where he was with yoko ono he would go thru a terrible childhood and teen years and beatle years to be with yoko,
so i put probably way to much thought into this but as you know i drive about two hours a day.
so i am very happy where i am in my life seems like thru all the turmoil i have triumphed, my property and job and my wife things are way better than i could have ever dreamed. so would i do everything in my life exactly the same to get here all the pain and suffering both caused to me (which i could do a hundred times again, i am too strong to let that break me) but it is the pain and suffering that i have caused many others, both as a soilder and as a civillian that i take pause at- i guess it would be to say that i am ok with that so as to get where i am now sounds like i do not regret what i have done as a soilder i can claim it was my job but as a civilian whats my excuse and beleive me i was not a nice or good person for quite a while. but i have now helped many people and even saved a couple of lives since then.
so it has been an interesting conversation in my head- still don't have an answer my self yet
so i aks you would you do every thing exactly the samethe word is exactly folks... remy have fun son
