The landlord of the place I was going to move to has reneged on me and I no longer have that apartment to move to and I live in a college town wherein apartments are not plentiful. They waited 2 weeks to tell me I couldn't move in. This leaves me just 5 days to find a place and move. Disappointed, sad and angry all at the same time.
Also I got hit with some unexpected bills and it wiped me out bank account ways. I have been waiting on a refund from an African Safari for 7 years and now it's supposed to come any day. They have told me this before. They only way I am not going to be homeless on the 25 is if that money transfer is made.
As I have never been this age before I had no idea how hard it is to get a good job when you're pushing 50. I keep hearing how over qualified I am. I guess it's time to become a hermit and live in a cave. Leaving on what my traps catch and what I find in dumpsters again. There is a certain freedom in such a life but it is also lonely for a gregarious guy like me.
I hate it when plans fall apart. But then again this is a different kind of survival situation and a chance to learn and grow as a person. Still for now I'll just be angry and disappointed with a touch of sadness.




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